Yasya Indra Blog

fter last three year, I finally understand what my passion will become, and where to express more than I code scrawl things in code editor. In Junior Highschool I only know how fun arrange some algorithm that I never knew wheter is't useful or not, instead I just keep doing practice it with my friend, Mas Miftah and let them correct it if it got wrong.

If you think that I supposed to have good capability in algorithm because I;ve learned so far before everyone did, you're wrong, because when I've joined in Vocational Highschool, I have less learning. My soul had been sacrficed for sabililah and doing every jobs related with my pondok pesatren stuff.

Or It might I was lazy to be improved? Who knows? But fortunately God guide me to still learn so much things that useful to share and care my thought in organization. I have much frequent moment which's I have to teach in many times, and doing discussion every week. Eventough for now, I realized All of those were gross (because, absolutely I don't know what I was talking about), but it is still totally fine, I was hard woriking to find who truely my self, though. What I have to worry about?

Now, I've been in college, adn got so many friends with different capabilty and their experience in various priviileged. There're some of them born from rich family, simple familiy, and also a couple of teen like me who join up college because they wanted to be together in same major, ignoring what talent they actually have (or patheticly, they don't have any). Me, with everything that God gifted, I thank, I hard working to be humble. I have so many problem-solving while I'm stucked, one of them is I have solution where I have to express my skill from.

And that is I let my self becoming FullStack Developer

It's a morning in Tangerang. I had waken up earlier, but my both eyes couldn't be compromised to stay awake for at least come to my dinner table to take breakfast. Yeah, I have late shalat subuh, God, please forgive me.

Actually, I've heard my mom yelling for thousand times, but my ignorant sanity always does the same as how it's going. My mom keep yelling till I finally jump out from tempat sholat. I directly take my drink of tea, My mom warn me to have at leat two glass of mineral water. So, I delay my pleasure to taste how sweet it is by drinking a lot of water before.

But suddenly, I remembered that my college mate, called Candra wanted to have script of C++. He said he need someone who could teach the basic of C++, especially about function method and etc. But last night, he said that he just need the script of program for current homework from Mr Bahrul (my lecturer). Well, I still wonder why doesn't he ask this in fisrt place?

So I open my laptop, but it hasn't been my screen fully opened. My mom had higher yelling than before, then she said, " don't open laptop fisrt, you can do that for all day long!". Seriously I was offended, and reflex, I said  "Can you understand how important it is, to operate laptop and learn something new?!"

We have big arguing on that moment. She But now I realize, It was my mistake and I'm so regret considering what I was doing. I said that rude, It doesn't because I prior what Candra ask to me.(because, he has been used to do that to every his friends in college) but I want people to know that it is my process to reach a biggest dream of my life. I want to be full stacck developer

I've known the risk, I've known the struggle, and I think this is my best place to have experience for my lifetime. Which, I won't stop learning and keep updating the development of technology. I think it's gonna be endless journey in tech professional.

I just put the first stone of pave. I still have many target that I have to reach, I still have to innovate what we gonn face, what next project and what people need from technology industry. This is my biggest dream, and I finally found it after 5 year I recognize what the prpgramming and stuff is

So, I'm so senstive when people talk bad to me, and insulting everything from it that what I was doing is wrong. Can you imagine?

I don't ask you to hate my parents treat to me. It's so natural. Sometimes, our parent need more understanding about many thing, especially technology.  Our parents were used to learn by writting on the book. But, nowadays are different, we use laptop technology to learn and teach, beyond of entertainment and meet-up with the oldfriends.

End of this point, I wish you know why I called this biggest guilty. Basically, it's combination beetwen my biggest dream and guilty that wrap over it. I

The first thing I wan to have from my parents is ridlo. Cause ridlo can bring you to anywhere. But, just beacuse I hate my parents to warn me drink a lot (because, I have kidney medical problem) , whatever I do would never be real, because all God's ridlo is upon our parent as long our parent do the same, and so is Allah anger.

For all of you who have same issue to me. When you have biggest dream, but you parents cannot understand any of it. be patient, tell them gently that. "This is really important, this is my dream, and I wsih you can understand, I'm still being in progress, but I promise, when I've been finally success with all of these, you will be proud, and never be upset for the second, the third, and so on.

It is about how you communicate your dreams to your parents. They need more understanding, cause basically they still know nothing

Today is the schedule for every youth guy for presenting a pegajian. I know It sound so sacred and advisory, but no wonder at all it's been our activity since we were littel tiny kid (we can talk further about it in another post)

I went alone by riding my Beat motocycle, the road had quiet smooth traffic. So thankfully It only takes about fourty five minutes to be there.

I met Bro Topik (my senior when I was in Boarding School) and his neighbor Arya. We directly walk to the event room, there Mr Wanda giving some ceramah about our purpose live in this world. I sat and listen eventought I had little bit musing about random thing (fuck me) but here I let you know what I truely listened at least

1. Devoting our self to The Mighty as our preparation to live in hereafter
Means we devote our self and soul to worship and claim there's no god but him. This is the only way for us to be saved in hereafter, meanwhile many people doesn't know what they want to do in life. But, we are guided to worship and be rigtheous about everything

2. Everything is determined by Allah
The reason why the rain comes, the mechanism of sunrise and sunset is decision of Allah. Allah can stop whenever he want, and suddenly all creatures upon and beyond the earth be devastated. Imagine if this happen in our reality. Where will we actually ask and mourn to?

3. Allah as the all-knowing
Allah knows where you will die, Allah knows when you will die, and when the rains will come. So let this be a reason why we should doing good in everything and stop doing maksiah

Well, those are the only thing that come through my mind. Wish it be wisdom for you

Bro Topik were always talking about his friendship  when he was in boarding school, it was triggered by he met his old friend. Eventough he didn't greet them directly but I can feel how warm it was. How we talk and all stories that's so relatable with mine

When pengajian is ove, and I'd been home. I opened my phone, and I saw that Oca (my friend when I was in BS) text me

Oca : Oiii
Oca : ketemu ga nyapa

Then I text back

// : Eh lu tadi ngaji?
// : Lu dimananya emang?
Oca : gua liat lu, waktu lu ngambil selebaran kesanggupan itu

Wait, he saw me on that moment?, damn, that was the situation after I've done taking bathroom and I seek my last position. There were many crowd of girls and boys there, cause everyone mixed up and sat down in one local area.

// : Disitu kan banyak cewek, mana gua liat elu
Oca : iya sih, gua juga dikasih tahu sama Indi
// : gua ketemua sama Indah malah
Oca : Nah, Indah duduk samping gue

Wkwkwkwk. That was so funny, why everything were happening like fucked up coincidence?. I can;t see for another one like this.

// : kenapa ga reunian sekalian coba
Oca :

Then she said much word about our plaing for reunion. Especially, the circle of MTI's Alumny Karawang.

I just said that I'll be ready if everyone ready. I said the truth, not only for lip service, I know that I'm worst at assembling people for the agenda. Morever, people that I have never met since one year a go (I kno it's still short period of time, but I can;t take this risk). Please, get it fella, I ain't people person, I'm not too talkative and I don't have good looking to convince people that this will be a lit occasion

I just need a time ill I sure I can made it. Sound bad right?, I just wish nobody upset.

Honestly, I never expect our pengajian would become old-friend meet-up. But for making it new big occasion. Please wait me till I'm ready

Kata Todd Phillips, dia menganggap film Joker ini adalah film adaptasi komik (meskipun sebenernya ga adaptasi komik) yang akan berbeda dengan film film komik lainnya. Alasannya, karena ia menganggap film Joker versinya adalah film yang mengedapankan study karakter dan drama. Ia juga bilang kalo selamanya gak akan ada orang yang bisa menyaingi film komik ala Marvel Universe, karena mereka sudah memulai lebih awal dan punya konsep yang disukai semua kalangan. Sehingga itu lah yang meyakinkan dirinya untuk membuat film komik dengan sentuhan berbeda.

Gua menulis ini sebagai bahan evaluasi seberapa jauh gua memahami javascript, khususnya penggunaan while, for, dkk. Gua mencoba menulis serapih dan sesingkat mungkin, supaya kalian gak males baca.

While terdiri dari

1. Variabel yang menjadi nilai awal
2. Variabel yang akan menjadi parameter sebuah pengulangan
3. dan increment dan decrement untuk mencegah adanya infinite looping

Gua akan mencoba membuat deret baris angkot yang bisa berjalan dengan baik beserta nomernya

Langkah pertam adalah kalian harus menentukan plat pertama harus dimulai dari berapa. Sudah pasti disini gua akan memulai dengan nomor 1



Setelah itu, kalian menentukan ada berapa angkot yang kalian inginkan, gua pengen ada 10 angkot. Maka tinggal gua tulis saja disitu variabel dengan 10 angkot


Sekarang kalian tulis perintah while dengan buka kurung untuk memberikan parameter dan buka kurung kurawal untuk memberikan instruksi program atau bahasa kerennya local definition


Di dalam parameter tersebut terdapat nilai variabel nilaiAwal yang harus kurang dan sama dengan jmlAngkot, karena pastinya nomor angkot takkan pernah kurang/lebih dari jumlah angkot yang ada.

Lalu nilaiAwal++ adalah increment untuk terus menambah nilai hingga isi dari perintah menjadi false keluar dari parameter, yaitu nilai awal alias no angkot harus kurang dari jumlah angkot yang ada

The last day is my schedule to do some recitement, basically, it's kinda ngaji and we meet about religious kinds of stuff such as something that we really need for the hereafter, faith comprehension and many things that pass within our life that we need to fix up together. And I found some great things from it, especially when Mr. Heri (my teacher) explain some points on how we recover our distress and depression. I decide to spill this out on to this blog in the order you can take something beneficial

1. View Everything Objectively
Everything happens in our life sometimes out of we can handle. Possibly we just take the thing granted, but when it ran worse, we may not think that it's of ourselves. Otherwise, we should assume that something exists ur of our self affect that situation. Isn't that easy? In best notes, we shouldn't accuse ourselves too deeply till we have mindset that everything is our mistake.

2. We Cannot Live Alone
Me as the selfish guy cannot take this principle in simple thing to take, off course it because I've been used to do everything with my own, I manage everything by my self. But fortunately, I still remember a few times I can still talk and tell a lot to my friends about my issue and problem, and that full-guaranteedly help. At least you share the burden that you suffered for long time, and your friend could listen to that carefully, although they can't give you solution, it's still great to have a good friend to be told about our problem

3. Seek Fit Friend
Especially friend you believe can keep your secret from people. I suggest you to have friend that you know how he was since you both are the kid. Because, you know him grow up, his humor taste, his personality.  I wish when you finally find him, he can always be your side whatever condition you have

4. Asking If You Know Nothing
If you don't have any idea about what things happening on your life, it's okay to ask some help to people around. Basically, the human cannot live alone and human is social creature that they always live depend on other people. Don't be selfish that you know everything cause if you do that, you never know what mistake that you actually did and it could break you inside unconsciously.

5. Believers Are Down To Earth
Believer (here mean people that fanatic on their belief or theism) always think that he's not superior, they always assume that always be a sky above sky, there's always be the more superior above the superior.  It also makes them be motivated to path disadvantage that they have and becoming better and better as days pass

6. Black And White Thinking
This is a term to explain people that have mindset to judge failure equals failure, succeed equals succeed extremely. It means they think that their life is ruined if they coannot be successful as their plan. It's totally wrong because we know that future is unconstantly happen and easily changes as time flies

7. On The Conclusion
You always make a conclusion based on how you see the moment without thinking about the actual truth of cause. When you saw your friend didn't greet you, you directly thought that he hates you.

I sure if we set our mind goals as it is above, we can run our lives in the best way of thinking, realizing, and erasing all burdens that hold our productivity. I was the victim of distress and depression and it can be erased slowly cause I know everything that happens to our life sometimes out of things we can't handle on. I wish you are the same or even better than me

Treating mental health as goo as well is our responsibility. Sometimes, we expect something too high till we never realize that our reality is never so good as it seems. For most people, treating mental health is just sharing everything about themself, but it is actually a hard thing to do. the reason is we are so inconfident to tell and knowing people would listen to us. We also have to know which people who really understand our inner problem. It could be our family, our relative, or barely our best friend. It's really hard to find a person who wants to stay with us whatever the condition we through, so we have to be selective choosing someone we friend, also have to share out private space carefully

2019 jadi tahun paling tergila dan fulled-of surprise, dimulai dari musik, film, berita, dan kejadian kejadian ada di dalam hidup gua secara personal. Maka dari itu gua gak mau nih 2019 terlewat begitu saja, harus ada setidaknya satu post yang bisa mengungkapkan betapa senangnya gua!

Parasite 9/10

Joker 9.1/10

Euphoria 9/10

Sebelum gua tidur, plis ijinkan gua untuk menumpahkan beberapa buah pikiran yang tiap hari kian menjadi, menjalar, mengingatkan dan terngiang ngiang ketika gua pengen tidur dan sedang buang air besar (percayalah, boker adalah tempat mujarab untuk menerima inspirasi)

Dunia internet udah semakin maju, begitu pula dengan milyaran konten di dalamnya, internet layaknya perpustakaan raksasa yang tiap kedatangan semua penulis dari jagad raya, bahkan ga ada ceritanya penulis informasi di Google ditolak karena informasinya kurang kata kata dan gak lazim. Nggak ada

Awalnya manusia gemar membaca, terkadang juga terselip beberapa patah kata dan plesetan yang sedikit tak membuat manusia mati kebosanan saat membaca. Kalian bisa merasakan hal itu saat sedang scrolling timeline Twitter. Padahal media sosial media untuk nulis keluh kesah tak hanya Twitter saja, ada banyak sekali. Tapi kenapa Twitter yang jadi primadona?

Mungkin itu bisa dibahas di post yang lain

Sebenernya gua cuma pengen cerita sedikit betapa kagumnya gua terhadap perkembangan internet. Dahulu kala semua manusia suka menulis di dalam sebuah Platform bernama Blogger. Disana lah kebanyak informasi dimuat selain dari Wikipedia. Semua orang ibaratnya memiliki hak yang sama untuk menjadi jurnalis tanpa ada ikatan boss direksi dan elit media. Semua orang bebas, seumpama ada orang yang gak suka atau menganggap berita itu bohong, maka orang itu bisa dibantai dengan tombol sakti dengan gambar bendera alias tombol Report.
Semudah itu

Tapi pada tahun 2009, dunia perbloggingan mulai diisi dengan para blogger yang tak hanya mau menyajikan informasi atau data saja tapi terkadang mereka juga mempunyai keresahan yang melanda dan layak untuk diceritakan. Gua bukanlah seorang yang suka bercerita tentang diri gua atau bahkan menceritakan apapun yang menarik meskipun cuma datang seklebat dalam hidup.(kenapa jadi bahas gua), sehingga lahirlah beberapa penulis blog yang bersliweran di dunia maya seperti Raditya Dika. (cuma dia doang yang gua tahu)

Raditya Dika adalah orang yang berhasil menggebrak dunia blogger personal. Apa itu blogger personal?

Blogger Personal adalah blogger yang membahasa segal sesuatu tentang jati diri si penulis atau orang lain contohnya seperti blog ini, blog ini kadang ngomongin keseharian gua yang kagak penting sampe ngomongin minat gua dalam dunia programming dan film. Yah, meskipun masih dibilang gua ini tipe penggemar karbitan lah

Raditya Dika sangat booming saat itu, meskipun gua baru ngeh sama Radit semenjak baca buku Manusia Setengah Salmon beberapa tahun lalu, tapi Raditya Dika bisa dikatakan penulis paling berpengaruh,, meskipun semua tulisannya biasa biasa aja. Tapi karena ia, semua orang pengen banget jadi penulis haha-hihi di blog maupun di Twitter

Hingga pada tahun 2018an, gua mulai merasakan kalo blogger sudah kehilangan semangat. Kehilangan energynya. Kini semua orang beralih ke Youtube untuk mencari informasi dan hiburan, tak lagi harus membaca rangkaian kata yang terkadang hanya membuat kening mereka berkrenyit, pusing menyerna kata kata

Gua sebagai penulis mulai khawatir akan hal ini. Di sisi lain gua khawatir kalau Adsense di blog gua bakalan diputus. Ya meskipun hasilnya ga seberapa sih, setidaknya bisa menjadi harapan kalau suatu saat blog ini akan bergelimang adsense dan endorse-an dari penjuru negeri. Ditambah gua juga makin pesimis mencari orang orang yang mau baca tulisan gua, karena para readernya juga sedikit

Orang orang rela membaca, hanya karena mereka ingin mencari informasi dengan cepat dan mudah. Skimming menuju data data penting yang mereka benar benar butuhkan. Padahal sistem Google menilai blog kita baik atau enggak, itu tergantung dari durasi visitor membuka halaman blog kita. Kalau misal ada satu pengunjung blog hanya skimming dan mencari data yang paling ia butuhkan, kemungkinan halaman post kita hanya dibuka hanya dalam waktu kurang dari semenit

Sehingga kita makin ragu untuk menulis banyak tulisan di blog. Maka dari itu pasti ada saja postingan di blog ini yang gua gak nulis banyak karena memang gua mager banget nulis, atau postingan gua terlalu bisa disampaikan secara to-the-point

Sejak tahun 2014 gua bergabung pada sebuah komunitas Blogger, bernama Blogger Energy. Setiap hari mereka membuat  postingan di grup facebook untuk share tulisan mereka, lalu kami akan blog-walking satu persatu dan meninggalkan jejak disana.

Semua itu berjalan kurang lebih hingga 2017
setelah itu gua gak aktif lagi ngblog dan jarang lagi nimbrung di grup.

Hingga pada awal tahun 2019, gua dapet undangan bergabung Blogger Energy via Grup WA. Disana setiap hari kita tetap menjalankan rutinitas blogwalking. Gua punya kebiasaan, setiap link postingan yang gua taro disitu hanyalah link dari post terbaru gua. Sehingga sudah kurang lebih setahun gua kagak share link gua disana

Sekarang malah, gak cuma  blog aja yang di-walkingin. Tapi Youtube dan Instagram. Gua ngerasa blogger jaman sekarang udah gak berenergi lagi. Alhasil gua juga makin males, kalau disuruh youtube walking, gua lebih memperhitungkan nonton Channel Youtube lain yang lebih kerena (bukan berarti Channel Youtube di Blogger Energy jelek ya), kalau dulu alasan gua bacain postingan blog anak anak BE karena gua gak tahu lagi dimanakah orang orang yang punya kebiasaan nulis blog tentang keseharian mereka dengan gaya tulisan yang variatif. Dimana coba?

Blogger Energy adalah alasan gua bisa baca sambil ketawa, selain dari bukunya Raditya Dika
Gua punya mimpi orang orang bisa lebih bisa mencurahkan perasaan di tulisan dibandingkan video. Karena rasanya beda banget

Recently, I read a lot of things, It could be some little articles that talk about science, technology, or even just kind of shit of people do every day (i don't care if have abusive words scattered on this post. Lol). But just let me tell you, one read that can steal my attention called 1982 from George Orwell.

I know I'm too outdated to talk about it, meanwhile, it's been up to ten years since this book release and people seem still reading it nowadays. So, is that amazing, for a person including me still relevant to explain a Lil bit so far what I know about? It's been ten years btw!. Even though I haven't fully read it yet, but I'm so excited to talk a lot about this book, I've just read approximately 1/30 of book. How pathetic, I know, but the problem which I have to make this essay for you is blow me up every night

In my few vocabs who can't describe how best this book, I was so flowing with how Winston Smith treats people in The Party. Just like a name you read, The Party is a party that controls the realm of the story to create the ultimate subjectively world future without any rebellion from the bottom. That's scary enough cause everything that happens in this book represents so much what exactly exists in our life, such as dictator who has an unjust policy and scrutinize people who want to oppose every top elities. It's scary because it is real within our life

I don't know what things in George Orwell's mind when he writes about this book, I fool speculate that he had some occult vision to see the future, or rationally he just predicts how the world will run by observing many things around himself. Remembering that George Orwell lived when World War 2 was still arming.

This book is always a reference for people who don't know a book about politic satire. You would know how people upper than us can easily control everything by making some look-like senseful ruler, but actually, it was just a crap trap. Your emotion would be mixed, or even you would be awkwardly thrilled cause many guys in thus novel narrated so glamour and make you think how elegant people with different social levels than us. I don't say you would be unconfident after you're reading this, but I think it must be at least one of many books you have to read

So for making my essay read so clear please give me a time to reread it, cause I know there're many plots I miss because I'm sleepy or doing chit-chat with somebody.